Friday, December 31, 2010

A New Year...

   I'm finally ending 2010 with people I'm glad to move forth into 2011 with. Forget all of the bad, the lies, the backstabbers, the jerks, the fights, the two faced, and the "friends"...

   This year will start with the new me, Grown, Loved, Happy.

-Christina

Sunday, December 26, 2010

I really do wish I was snowed in with my boyfriend.

  Looking outside at the loneliness of the first snow fall, when not one car is passing through the usually busy intersection. The night sky is a purple, so beautiful, it makes you stop to look up. The street lights are shinning on nothing but pure white, just glistening in the spot lights. The wind sounds as cold as it feels, and I just sit here in my bed, listening to it making my house shiver. I can hear the wind chimes blowing about, but the whole house is quite and everyone is sleeping or in their beds all warmed up, and all I think is how I wish I was snuggled up with him. Layers of pajamas's and hoodies on, blankets covering our bodies, and the dog and cat cuddled up close. A movie playing and holding hands under the sheets. That would be perfect right now, it really would.

-christina

Saturday, December 25, 2010

Happy Christmas Bloggers!

   So everyone, I must say, this was in fact one of the best Christmas and Birthdays I have ever had. So many good memories. My birthday at Bowl'O'Roma was so much fun!! I'm terrible at it but I don't care. I personally loved all our names we picked out. I was DJ Tanner, it's my bowling league name. I'm such a nerdbomber! This is the guys and girls group shots!

    I loved going to Christmas Eve over Sean's house, it was fun to experience the holiday with a different family other then my own. His sister, Jordan, even made these ugly sweaters for Sean and I and their sister, Jenna and her fiance Luke and of course for the rents. Here's a picture below....



    I personally love the ones me and Sean got have the gold trim, as he said it's cause we have swag. Also some of his family members got me gifts and did a birthday cake for me, it was so sweet! I felt so accepted by them, they are such a great and fun family, I had such a blast with them!

   Waking up Christmas day was tough since I was so freaking tired. Then of course I had to wait for everyone so we could open gifts! My sister got my Iron Fist heels! I was so excited cause they actually fit perfect, and I got Iron Fist boots from my mom. I can not wait to wear them. My mom also got me this beautiful big painting/picture thingy in a frame, it's of a old fashion camcorder. I adore it! Though I have no were to hang it in my dumb ass wood paneled room.

   Sean got me around 1:15 to head of the his grandparents house, it was awkward but they made special soup and pasta just for me, since the whole no meat thing. But it was so nice of them to do so, I wish we grabbed the brownies and cookies I made before we left... I really want them now. ANYWAY. Sean was so sweet when we were leaving and carried me all the way down the long drive and across the street to his rents drive way to his car, cause my feet were dying in the heels! Though if anyone saw it as we left, they may now think I'm a snotty princess, oh well.

   My aunt's house was so fun, and I think Sean had a good time. I was so happy he came, not many people meet my family, only people I really like get to. They all like him, and I my uncle does, which is super important since he's like my father. Oh, I love my family! We are all weird but in a good way, well I think so. Ah gift time... I got moolah! and Sean and I got gift cards to a few restaurants so that will be great! We did a birthday cake and it was yummy, though I gave a spoonful to my baby Huddy. Oh he likes Sean too! Hehe.

   After we left there, we went to Sean's house and gave his lil lady, Abby, her dog toys, which some are ALREADY gone. I'm glad to loved them though! Then just had a relaxing night. This Christmas was great, like really great. I hope you all had a fabulous holiday!!

xoxo Me!

Friday, December 24, 2010

It's my Actual Birthday!

Hi!

Went to Christian's house with my sister to hang with her friends tonight! It was a lot of fun and got everyone saying happy birthday to me! Dina's friends are some of my favorite people. I've been hanging out with the peeps since I was in 7th grade when Dina would let me tag along to her parties!






Okay it's 2 AM so I'm going to bed~
- Christina

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Gilly Girl

this time I got the job, and I get to work with my best friend! FUCK YEAH.

Saturday, December 18, 2010

YES!!!!

TO BAD... I'm quitting and gettin' on out of there! Screw that job and those people... minus Michelle.
Gilly Hicks... I'm coming back for you... till I get a better job that is.

Thursday, December 16, 2010

7 days.

in a fucking row. I really can't take it anymore. This place is pure shit. I do everything they ask, I never miss a day, and all the day is shit on me. Their assholes and only worry about making their schedule perfect and don't do crap when their working and leave it for me or Michelle. We even have to clean up after them, like really, are they five years old, can't clean up after making food in the kitchen. I work with a bunch of idiots. Oh my god, I can't wait till I have a normal 8-5 job, I hate working nights. I did not sign up for this shift. I wanted days. I just really want that secretary job, where everyone looks nice for work and does their job, this place is a joke. I mean really, people blow alarms, don't do the edits for accounts, and let the phone and alarms ring for like 3 minutes before they act on it. I need a job where people take it seriously like I do. I'm a hard worker and I hate being around people who don't even try to do a good job.

-Christina

Monday, December 13, 2010

I may have a problem

... with the amount of shoes I buy and own. It's a compulsion, I see shoes and I'm like "oh my goodness! I need them!" and then I proceed to buy them. I wear them all, and most are just old but I still fit into them so why should I throw them away! So maybe just lately I've had a problem, oh well. Their cute! Combat boots are my favorite, I just got a pair of new black up to the knee ones, I had the ankle ones. I adore them!

Also for Christmas I'll be getting two more pairs, a pair of comfy black zombie boots and then a pair of rock'n'roll t.u.k. heels which are to die for! Okay off to buy more shoes.... just kidding!

-Christina

Sunday, December 12, 2010

I hate rainy days

One- I get headaches, especially when I'm in the car.
Two- The dogs I'm babysitting won't go potty in the rain.
Three- My pants are soaked on the bottom.
Four- I can't wear my mocks, they are not water proof.
Five- It's just crappy out.

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Christmas is almost here.

I can NOT wait! I've almost finished my Christmas shopping, but still to do all the wrapping. That just takes forever. I tried my best for each gift I got people, I hope they like what they receive. Though this year I didn't put up a tree or do a card with my sister, I've got to enjoy making and putting up stocking with Sean. And love all the trees I've seen.  Christmas time is so beautiful and just makes me so happy.The 23rd I will be celebrating my 20th birthday, which is crazy, I feel so old now, but yet still so young. I can't believe I will be in my twenty's and not being in my teens anymore. It's so scary, but I'm also excited too. I've been feeling so much older lately. I'm proud of myself. I'm going to make the new year my best year yet. I'm so happy to be spending the holidays with my family and also my boyfriend's family. This years holidays will be a lot better then last years, so much sadness then, now I can just enjoy it.

This is at Sean's house, he doesn't have a mantel, but I still love them!

New ink ;]



Both pictures taken right after they were finished up, Love them both <3

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

What a hard week it's been

   Mallissa,

   I can't believe it's been a year since I've seen you. You're gone. And that's it. I've been thinking about you so much now that it's this time of year, your birthday was the 5th, you would have been 21. I hate that my birthday is coming up and I'll always be turning the year you were last. I worry that it will just make everyone sad. Especially cause this year I turn 20, that was the last age you were alive.

   Christmas is even harder this year, because it's been so long yet I still can't believe it's already a year later. I can see in everyone's faces that there thinking about you, even if they don't talk about it or mention it. Where having Christmas eve this year, and I hope that it's not super sad. I still have so many questions and I'll never have answers, I still am mad at you and her, and I still love you, Everything was so messed up in the end. So now I just remember the summer of our friendship and sisterhood. I love you Mallissa, you have changed my life forever.

Love, Christina

Don't be a cry baby

So...  

   I hate crying in front of others, a lot. All it does is show weakness. Which is something I'm not a fan of. I don't like people to feel sorry for me or know what can hurt me. And crying is something that can really show that. Unfortunately I cry easily, out of frustration when I'm angry and pissed, sometimes if I'm thinking about the past and people, or if I'm watching a movie where an animal dies. That always gets me! But anyway, I'm lone crier, but the past two times I cried it was in front of people, not even people who know me well! While out bowling! Like really.... why?

- Christina