Saturday, October 9, 2010

It's Not Fair At All.

   WHY?! Why does everyone call me stubborn? I really am not. They see their side but never mine.

   No one ever can understand my point of view, and I'm sick of trying to explain myself. If someone hurts me, why would I want them in my life? Please tell me, would you want someone who has hurt you lingering around you? No.

   I'm sorry that I cut people who have hurt me out of my life.With my ex best friend, there is a reason I don't even want to talk to her, because she hurt me more then most have, and she doesn't understand why I'm upset. I just don't understand why people want these type of people in their lives. It baffles me. How dare they call me stubborn, and "fail to see logic and reason", I see the logic in not having people who have hurt me most around me.

   I have been broken for a while now, and I've been at some of the lowest points. I have gone through so much my whole life, moving a lot, never having money, I have lost so many important people, I have been betrayed and lied to by the ones closest to me. I have my own problems I'm trying to deal with, my life isn't easy. So please tell me why I want to be friends with people who have only brought me down and made me cry?

-Christina

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