oh here I am...

Hi!

   I am so terribly sorry for my absents. It's just that my life has really turned around. I usually come here to vent, but I haven't even had anything really to vent about! I love my job, it's wonderful. It's really helped me with my anxiety. It's the perfect place for a girl like me. I answer and make calls, I don't have to worry about talking to people in person. Which is why I haven't even had a job before this, minus my babysitting job. All my co workers are super nice and they are guys, so it's a really great atmosphere for someone like me.

  On another note, my social life. It's fabulous, cause well... I have one now. I've gotten close to my old best friends, I go out in groups, go out to dinner and movies with them. It's so much fun. It's so strange. I'm not use to this. You know, things going right. It's just never happened for me. But usually when it feels like it's going good, it goes... ASDFGHKL: and then it's terrible again. So I'm really just hoping everything stays good, at least for a while.

We shall see,
Christina

Extravaganza 2010

Only one of the best days of summer! I go every year and don't plan on stopping, ever. In the AM I headed to the event with Mark to walk around and just chill. We of course went to see the animals, went and watched the talent show. And got some fried dough!

 After that we headed to a pre-party at someones house to meet up with the crew! It was nice to relax and hang out with some people I hadn't seen in a long time. Then we headed down to the actually event and walked around looking at the booths and watching the live music. We got some grub then ended up going to the golf course across from the firework station to watch! AFterward we headed to Sam's house to go night swimming! Water was the perfect temperature after baking in the sun all day.

Me and Shannon after a swim!

Same and Nick being adorbs

Well, can't wait till next years!

-Christina

A Small Adventure

We went on a walk and ended up here. Then of course afterward we got slurpees.

Pirate and Ninja back in action!

Mark, myself, and Brett

It was a fun day!
Christina

life is good.

 Hello,

   I've been social, and having such a great time with my friends. This summer has been wonderful. I'm so happy, like a real happy. I feel like myself again. And everyone can tell, my friends even let me know, they are so proud of me. And I'm so proud of myself. I got a job and start soon! I go out like 4 nights a week, and with different people and in groups. I'm just glad I have great people around me right now. People who really care. I'm just excited about life. Seems everything is pretty decent, I know it's not perfect yet. And I'm sure it never will be, but for now, I'm okay with that. Let's see how long this all last.

-Christina

Happy Birthday Michela

I have been babysitting Michela since she were born! I even got to set up the nursery and help Lori around the house while she was pregnant. Seven years since the moment I met you and now you are a a girl going into the 1st grade!

Love always,
Christina

I just wanted to say...

Hi!

   I am so so sooo proud of myself! Which is something that is rare. I have been socializing multiple times this week and last week. And with girls. I've reconnected with my close girl friends, and have made new friends. I have really missed them. I've missed hanging out in groups of girls and guys, just goofing around and being dumb. We watch movies, joke around, shoot nerf guns, and plan stuff to do this summer. And I'm feeling happy and like my old silly self. It feels great, I just want to dance around and be giddy.

   I'm also happy cause I even went to a interview and I think I got the job!! My first real job. I can not wait to start! I feel like I'm finally starting to change and be my happy self. I just hope it stays this way, I really do.

-Christina