Or so it seems...
Why does everyone always forget to invite me anywhere. It really hurts my feelings. Yesterday like everyone went to the beach, and did anyone ask if I could join them? Negative. I'm like the forgotten friend. I know I don't hang out with everyone as much as they all do, but they KNOW I have problems. I'm trying to work on it. I really just want some close friends that are girls, so bad. I want to go to the mall, have sleepovers, do a girls night, gossip about boys, go to the beach. Anything.
Yesterday I cried to my sister, saying all this. I love my guy friends, but I really need some girls in my life. I miss having a best girl friend, who I did everything with. And anytime I do hang with a girl, one of my friends from high school, it's always a one on one, I miss doing a few people or anywhere but this house.
I NEED to get out of here. Meet new people. Move away and find what I'm looking for, whatever that may be.
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